Ohh how I have forsaken you..

I read some of my old post and it brought back memories for me .. le sighs I'll try to post when I can .. who knows something enlightening will come through it ..

One of those days in my life...

This maps it and then some.. .feeling inspired to write my poetry again and paintings... seems like I found some inspiration after all..

Be nobody's darling;
Be an outcast.
Take the contradictions
Of your life
And wrap around
You like a shawl,
To parry stones
To keep you warm.

Watch the people succumb
To madness
With ample cheer;
Let them look askance at you
And you askance reply.

Be an outcast;
Be pleased to walk alone
(Uncool)
Or line the crowded
River beds
With other impetuous
Fools.

Make a merry gathering
On the bank
Where thousands perished
For brave hurt words
They said.

Be nobody's darling;
Be an outcast.
Qualified to live
Among your dead.

~Alice Walker

i lie but am only human..

these past few days have been tiring .. For starters i neglected to say that I gave up blogging for lent. (bites lips) I now truly appreciate my baby and all the other rad muffin rocking babies out there =) also am now EMPLOYED! lol yeah I know it took long enough but hey am paying bills. grr at my social life having to suffer though =/. I'm also just about done with my spring cleaning got distracted but I will be done just now. I was reminded the other day that "The people in your life are the best reflection of who you are and where you are in your development process." hmmm It made me look around and odee analyze people friends , associates and others I really need to get it together because it looks like a beautiful disaster. but on a lighter note am making improvements were needed and needless to say I'm HAPPY!


Evolving and Progressing - YOURS TRULY

Abandonment is a horrible thing :(

Therefore I'll stop being so Mia and take care of this baby of mine. More from me tomorrow .I promise (scouts honor)..

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Hi HATER!



lol. Happy Holidays though =P

Face IT! ...FEAR

they say your past will haunt you...well I'm giving up my ghosts.

Confronted and Abolished . motto for the seasons

Happy Bornday to ME and my twin.....lol

Late night thoughts keep me up

I'am about had enough of all the senseless murder and acts of cruelty .. last week by my house someone died by a gun shot by new lots number 3 train station ..smh.many reasons to why but nothing believable(street gossip not reliable)...blocks from my house helicopters over my house and everything then I was on F.b. today looking @ my homegirl's status she put up and it reminded me of a fellow h.s. peer (nyasia pryear-yard) who died from a random act of violence ..gunned down ..uqhhh over what ..A simple night meant for fun turned to tragedy ..then I go on my favorite blogsite concreteloop.com and see a story of a child's mother who sold her into prostitution at the tender age of 5 (outrage!) then reported her missing only to find her dead a week later ..all I can say is WHY! why do we do this? what can be the reason to be so cruel? what can make you act so Unhuman and live with your conscious? we as people need to help one another grow . help one another better one another. each one teach one. my simple message is next time you want to do something in retaliation or out of hate or whatever state your in to think ..think about the hurt and pain you will cause ..think about all the negative your causing to this already malfunctioned society ..think what you are doing to yourself ..



R.I.P to the soul who loss their live ..





R.I.P. my fallen peer .. you had so much promise and it all was stolen..






R.I.P. little angel .your life was deff stole..

Leaving you with the words of Ms wynter Gorden -UNIFY

Poverty Is Where We Grow
Videos Are All We Know
Get A Bitch
Now Drive A Whip
And Turn A Trick
We Love Them Hoes
The Only Way To Make A Dollar
Selling Weed Up On The Corner
Killing Future Son And Daughters Lives
Violence And Drugs And Gangs
More Models In Magazines
Having Sex And Pregnant Teens
Its What We Do, It Aint No Thing
Thought to Spend Our Money Fast
Should Be Making Money Last
Instead We Spend It On Chinese Food And The Lastest Trends

These Are
The Struggles That We Face
They Ain't Gon' Go Away
Until We Make A Change, So Far
We Haven't Done A Thing
But Sit Back And Complain, And Let
People Tell Us Who We Are

If We Wanna Make It Right
Come Together, Unify
Wanna Make A Better Life
Let Me Hear My People Cry

All Those Who Succeed
Need To Help The Others
No Man Left Behind
In Spirit He's Your Brother
You Are Not Alone
If We Stick Together
Sun Or Stormy Weather
Keep Your Head Up

Sh'es such a Darling ...Introducing Dionne Bromfield

I love love love the motown era ..and her sound is just that. she has such a mature but sincere voice.. ahhhh sh'es deff refreshing ..and F.Y.I can you believe sh'e is only THIRTEEN and Amy winehouse's goddaughter! ahhhhh-MAZING ..I can not wait to pick up her album.. it will deff make my collection.

Am so0oLMJ and I support this music talent!

Walking thru the corridors of my mind...

Once again I go back on my word ...I've been very social ..lol oo0ps ..don't judge me though I'am only human =) .after a very eventful/interesting weekend I started my MONDAY with a KICK. woke up went for a walk with the dog ..ate some breakfast .and pretty much read , blog, talked all day..I know sounds type boring lol but things will progress when I actually start this Job . I can't wait to see and hear the little joy that are the kids I'll be working with (half confused face on) hmmm.. maybe I'll take that back when I actually see their behavior..lol . we'll see. ohh and my girlie came through also to catch up (get her hair did). ..I swear I should start my own business @ home ..make a couple of bucks hmm good suggestion lise But seriously is it me or am I tripping because every time I walk outside my house I see some type of coonery smfh ..I take a junk food run to pick up some goodies and while am walking I see the ridiculousness that is grown men between the ages of 21-30 playing video games outside of a house full with speakers , telly , and chairs.. WTF who does that ? outside is not EXACTLY summer weather. I just can't help but wonder where does the common sense come in . don't get me wrong I love me some Halo or 2k9 but this is a whole notha extreme. any who amma just sit back pray for those fools and worry about my pending loan in process . pray for me guys ..

Do take it personally!

(Rabbing) .. but My POINT is there...

JO bro and Demii . .. I think I pee'd my pants.. My laugh for the week. ..

Happy Borndayyyy Sannnnnn Tanaaaa AYEE!..lol

Sh'es the greatest Dominican I know.. I love this girl dearly ..sh'es there when i need her and then some ..so0o to you on your day have a great and bless birfhday you deserve it love.. B squared D squared yupp yupp lol

P.S. You finally joined the 20 club..youngin lol

/laˈruː/ MUCH?

so0o I've been thinking of a major change ... I just haven't decided what? naturalle? weaving? not sure.. but I think I wanna go Xtreme with a Red =) not fire hydrate but a spicy red and brown tints.. hmmm I think I just might

De- ACTIVATE!

So0o I have decided to clear myself of all these unpure distractions known as social networking...This comes after I got Bad news with Schooling and loan business that I wasn't on top off.. causing a huge ruckus in my household leaving no one to blame but myself ... so0o with this being said ..until I get properly on track I will stay socially blocked until further notice =/

Happy BORNDAY to my Closey RASHIDA!!!!

1/4 of D squared B squared ...1/3 of the trio this girl is awesome.. we are so0o gunna live it up for your day dude!!

p.s Don't be tardy for the PARRRRRRRRTAHHHHHHH!

Inspiration

“I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it
seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that
you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things:
a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that
regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're
gone from your life. I've learned that making a living is not the same thing as
making a life. I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.
I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both
hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I've learned that whenever
I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've
learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that
every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or
just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you
did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

Maya Angelou

Caribbean flavor meets them co0l Canucks : MEET Anjulie

simply blend of Pop mixed with Indie... Sh'e has a 60's swagg with a modern twist.. DOPENESS indeed..

am so0olmj and I support this musical talent!

Understand

"Run your fingers through my soul. For once, just once, feel exactly what I feel, believe what I believe, perceive as I perceive, look, experience, examine, and for once; just once, understand. "...

Late night glory!

tehehe this is so0o incredibly random but what the hell .. am feeling good.. although I should be shleeping now ..I just can't ..my body and mind is fulled with excitement ..lol.. jammin to miley cyrus with my p.j.s rocking out ..good ish people .. hmmm looking @ the craziness that was this labor day weekend and I must say for some kinda dry parties and unwelcoming surprises my weekend was pretty dope.. looking around in my room you can tell the madness ..ughh I need to clean a.s.a.p .. maybe later this morning I'll call up a friend to do breakfast @ piggy's ah thats my spot ...hmm yeah just might..but for now let me try to chill out & mellow cause at this rate i'll break day...maybe a walk will do it......or maybe not( sus people out at this time) tea will do it..lol