& I thought I wouldn't go here but I did....hmmm

so0o its about five 33 and I just got in... I sitting in my room with my mocha iced coffee and laptop in hand ..feeding my addiction lol..had to go through my fav blog list because I deprived myself..lol ..when I stop I actually thought something crazyy...a RELATIONSHIP? ...I've had a minor thing for someone for a while now and I really can't seem to shake the feeling..I mean I am a strong advocate for the single and mingling commitee (no not condoning recklessness just sheer clean FUN..LOL). I mean I like variety an assortment even..lol.. but really though Why did that out of all things cross my mind.. hmmm still pondering this ..jogging my words even ..man .. but looking at the circumstances who knows what can turn out of that..I mean am not the chasing type nor am I the type to just put my feelings out there..YES I HAVE A PRIDE PROBLEM!in some ways I wish I was bold enough ..just to go up to him confess everyting, grab his face passionately and kiss him like it was my last breathe but who am I kidding ..that will never happen..hmmm ..so0o were does it go from here?